Wow, it saddens me to see so many suicide and cutting posts. I have only been on Tumblr for a few weeks. This breaks my heart.

Anybody out there thinking of killing themselves, please don’t. There is hope! I understand and know that you are hurting. I have thought of suicide many times. I have lost two good friends to suicide. You think that no one cares. People care! Your family care. I care and I don’t even know you. I don’t know why you are thinking of suicide but I do know that for some reason, you are in pain. That is why most people cut. Its because they are in so much emotional pain, they want to drown it out with physical pain. I was once there, cutting and burning myself. I have many scars that will tell you many stories. The moral of most of them is that THERE IS HOPE! You are beautiful just the way you are! FUCK SOCITIE ! We all have different body types! We are all wired differently. Some people are straight, some are by and some are gay. We are all equals! We are all HUMAN! Black, white, red, yellow, green, purple, it don’t matter! So please, put done the razor, put down the gun, putt the pipe or needle down and flush the pills down the toilet. You will make it through. It will all be okay. Stepping out to get help is the most hardest things to do but it is also the most bravest thing you can do.

If you need someone to talk to about suicide, google Suicide help or go call this number. 1-800-273-8255 This number is the number to the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline.

If you need someone to talk to about cutting, call this number; 1-800-366-8288 That is the number to the National Adolescent Suicide Hotline

If you need someone to talk to about addiction, call this number; 1-888-703-7838 That is the number for TreatmentLine.com Contact TreatmentLine.com today and start the path to recovery.

If you have been or is being bullied and need someone to talk to, please call this number; 1-800-448-3000 or go to http://us.reachout.com/bullying

If you have taking the time to read this, I hope I have helped you in someway. I lost two good friends back in 2008 from suicide. I miss them more and more every day and it has been 4 years. There is hope, even when you can not see it, there is ALWAYS hope. You are NOT alone! It is all going to be okay! Keep holding on! If you need help or you know someone who is hurting, please get them/yourself help. I know it is going to be hard and terrifying but it is the best thing that you can ever do for yourself and/or someone you love.

Everyone goes through seasons when the challenges of life feel overwhelming. During these times, it’s easy to be tempted to talk about how bad things are. Maybe you are facing a situation right now that looks impossible. Don’t get discouraged and give up because God wants to do something awesome in your life. Instead of talking to God about how big your problems are, talk to your problems about how big your God is. Be bold and start speaking favor to that situation. Every day say, “Father, thank You that Your favor is turning this around. Thank You that Your favor is making a way even though I don’t see a way. Lord, thank You that Your favor is doing remarkable, astounding, overwhelming things.” When you release your faith like that, you’ll see God show up and do amazing things that you’ve never seen happen before!

Remember, even if you don’t see how things could ever work out, God does. Just do your part and keep speaking to those mountains in your life. Declare favor over those situations and get ready to move forward in the victory and blessing God has prepared for you!

We all go through disappointments, setbacks and things that we don’t understand. Maybe you prayed for a loved one, but they didn’t get well. Or maybe you worked hard for a promotion, but you didn’t get it. You stood in faith for a relationship, but it didn’t work out. One of the best things you can do is release it. Let it go. Don’t dwell on it anymore. If you go around wondering why things didn’t work out, all that’s going to do is lead to bitterness, resentment and self-pity. Before long, you’ll be blaming others, blaming yourself, or even God. You may not have understood what happened. It may not have been fair. But when you release it, it’s an act of your faith. You’re saying, “God, I trust You. I know You’re in control. And even though it didn’t work out my way, You said, ‘All things are going to work together for my good.’ So I believe You still have something good in my future.”

There is power in letting go of the past and the frustration of trying to figure everything out. When you release your questions, you are saying, “God, You are in control. I trust You.” And when you put your hope in God, that’s when He can heal your heart and lead you forward into His path of blessing.

Make it a great day
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